Sometimes things just don't go as planned...
Yesterday was the Indianapolis Monumental Marathon and Half Marathon. It is my favorite race of the year and I have been clamoring for a Half PR for about 18 months. Well, I should've thrown expectations out the window when I realized that we have a very cute, but very needy little baby. Also, I have had a big of a nagging plantar fasciitis/heel spur issue. To be completely honest, I think it all started due to the countless hours of swaying the baby to sleep. I do this a lot barefoot because I can not tend to forget to put slippers on when I stumble into the nursery at night. Also, I am on my feet for work a lot. I sit behind a desk 3 days a week and then I wait tables 3-4 days a week at one of the busiest restaurants in Indianapolis. So, I have really worn out feet.

I have had some decent training runs leading up to yesterday. Sometimes, I head out with my son in the stroller and try to get as many strong miles in as I can before he loses it. 3 miles is about the max. But, I know this going in so I try to work speed and strength drills. I know that the time spent together is more important than anything else, so I don't ever get too upset about him cutting my runs short. I always like to hit Fort Benjamin Harrison near our house when I take him with me because he loves to be outside and see all of the sites. Plus, there is something really special about seeing a baby discover the world.
On the rare occasion, I can get out on my own in the morning to get some long miles in. I tend to hit the neighborhood up for that because there are a lot of street lights and I don't have to cross any busy roads to get some good miles logged. Plus, I get to geek out over landscaping ideas that my neighbors have. These miles are my meditative miles. I listen to podcasts, make plans for my day, and get rid of the negativity that can sometimes creep into my head. I tend to worry a lot about the 20 lbs that I have gained between Laura's pregnancy and having the baby. I know this is very normal, but, weight tends to be a very tough subject for me. I am losing it and I have to remind myself that I am not over 300lbs again. These runs re instill the faith that I have in running, the faith that I have in myself, and the faith that I have in my family.
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| The elusive sunrise run. |
I wish that I could say that all of my training led to an amazing race. I wish I could say that, but, I can't. In the midst of my training and some achey runs I decided to give Heart Rate Training a go, because I knew my goal race needed to be the trail marathon in February. I slowed myself down a bit to properly train. I knew at the starting line yesterday that I wasn't going to PR. But, I didn't know that at about mile 5 the nagging PF pain would rear it's ugly head. It started as a burning in my heel, so I switched up my stride. That helped for about a mile. I messaged Laura, who couldn't run her 5K because she had to stay home with Jett because our babysitter got sick. I asked her to send me pictures of the baby so that I could keep going. She did, I cried, and I ran. Then came the tightness in my calf that I had to stop and stretch out 3 times. Every time I stretched the pain went away for a good half mile. But, it always came back. By mile 11, I was hobbling because it felt like my heel and the whole underside of my foot was on fire. I finished the race with a smile on my face because I knew that bad runs happen, but, at least I finished. I only finish a few minutes off of my PR and I really feel alright today. Plus I get double the bling for running in both the Indianapolis Half Marathon and 5K and the Monumental. They called it the IndyThon and there was a special extra medal for all those that participated in both races.
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| Double Bling. |
I do feel really bad that Laura didn't get to run. I told her that she should run instead of me, but, she was very insistent that I finish my race. I know she was proud of me, but I also know that she was disappointed in the fact that she didn't get to run. These are the tough moments of being a Mom and a Runner. I want my wife to get out there and get her miles, but I also need to be a bit selfish about my miles as well. I told her that when I got home from work that she had the evening to run. I know if was a consolation prize, but, I do think that it meant a lot to her that I do understand that she needs the time too. I love my wife. She helped me start this journey and I will always honor her for that. Alright, time to sleep because I have to run in the morning! Training continues! Next up...The Santa Hustle Half Marathon on December 18th. Peace, Plants, and Fleece Leggings!
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